architectgirl43 (architectgirl43) wrote,

Just to give fair warning

I am going to be completely depressed when I get back to Arizona. It hit me really hard last night that there is a very strong chance I may never see my Colorado friends again. I'm not coming back to Colorado for any extended period (Spring Break I'm going off with Kate and Addie to do something stereotypically college) and then this summer I am flying up to see my beautiful baby sister graduate, but we leave for Europe the day after she graduates (yeah Europe!! we went to see a travel agent today and we're flying into London, seeing 2 shows, taking the chunnel to Paris, spending 5 night there (Louvre and all!!) train to Munich (BEER GARDENS WOO!) 5 nights there, two nights in Venice, three nights in Florence, 5 night in Rome! (woo Vatican city private tour!!)) ANYWAYS like I was saying:

With Bailey graduating, she is moving into my room in Arizona - and no I will not be sharing a room with my 17 year old sister. So that means I get to move out, which means I have to pay rent, which means I can't without a job, or leave for extended periods of time. Which means, this will be the last time I see my Colorado friends for a very very long time. Some of them (Wade and Josh) I won't be seeing again because Wade lives in Wyoming (sucks, especially after this past Christmas, I've never been so convinced that I'm supposed to be with somebody) and Josh is joining the army soon, so just. Sucks.

On the only plus side, my intermedia teacher agreed to sign an override for my mandatory Video Art class, so I will actually be able to graduate in December (and yes I was worried about that because she only offers the class in the spring) so I now I get to start thinking about my portfolio and everything I'm putting in there.

So to conclude my semi-rant I'm going to be really really sad when I get back to Arizona. So if I seem off putting just give me a month or two to start getting over Wade (which will be the hardest thing I'll ever have to do to date, because I need to break off all communication if I ever want to be truly happy with another man) and I need to come to terms with "growing up" and moving out, and finding a job to replace the one I have currently and just. Lots of stress again, lots of heartache again, lots of financial problems again.

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